There are days I just want to go out to the country-side and chill. Let it all go. And you know what; come the end of the semester I am going to. Maybe I will go to the Youth With A Mission's base in Tyler, Texas! I wonder if they would just let me poke around for a day. Maybe half a day. Of course, since my car, Gramps, died I have been driving the mini-van and that thing eats gas. Who knows, maybe I'll just save up for it. :)
Since I felt the Lord tell me to stop saving (it felt more like a rebuke, honestly) and start saving for another I have been praying He give me a cheerful heart. I feel like this would all go a lot faster if I could save up for myself and then for the other person. But I chose long ago to live in obedience because life otherwise is just a waste of time. So here I am. Needing the same amount of money. Needing my heart to change about saving for another. Needing to learn so much.
Lord, prepare my heart like I cannot. Change my heart that I would give gratefully when I could be just saving up for me. Help me Father.
I think that will always be my plea. "Help me Father". I always need Him.
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