Today, the Mission Adventures team had the day off. Since we have teams for half of the time that I am still in town, I decided to pack. Such a feat packing! Honestly, there is not a whole lot that I have here in Wisconsin that I do not use to some capacity, but it was so weird packing up today.
I have a pile of clothes on my bed. I was beginning to pack them up when someone I was meeting with showed up. I also realized right before that that some of the clothes I need (socks mostly) need to be washed. So now, I am waiting for the dryer to finish so I can begin packing up these clothes so I do not have to share my bed tonight. haha
The desk is currently suffocating under all of the things on it. Mostly things I need to find a spot for. I kind of just threw clothes, books, etc in my huge suitcase... I don't regret it one but. haha This morning I woke up in a panic, thinking about how the day has finally come that I am going to pack up my things in hopes of getting ahead and not stressing myself out with all that is still going on...
I have wanted to go to another country and stay there for a good amount of time for awhile now. 10.5 months seems like a good amount of time. lol but seriously, that is a long time. and now that I am so close, I am nervous. I know it will be good, so so good, but I am. I am nervous. And all of these crazy "what ifs" that don't even make sense are running through my mind. I am hands-down excited, but the nervousness overtakes that by a lot.
Jack and I are going to build a medical kit. And I am looking forward to the process. I love to learn (hence the nine month Bible course) and I am excited to create my own kit. And, let's face it, I will use 97-99.9% of that kit. Most of it on myself. But the doctor did say that my heart causes my equilibrium to be slightly off balance. So that accounts for .03% of my balance issues. The other bit is all me. ;)
Okay, I need to go check the dryer.
Later. T- 20 days
I have a pile of clothes on my bed. I was beginning to pack them up when someone I was meeting with showed up. I also realized right before that that some of the clothes I need (socks mostly) need to be washed. So now, I am waiting for the dryer to finish so I can begin packing up these clothes so I do not have to share my bed tonight. haha
The desk is currently suffocating under all of the things on it. Mostly things I need to find a spot for. I kind of just threw clothes, books, etc in my huge suitcase... I don't regret it one but. haha This morning I woke up in a panic, thinking about how the day has finally come that I am going to pack up my things in hopes of getting ahead and not stressing myself out with all that is still going on...
I have wanted to go to another country and stay there for a good amount of time for awhile now. 10.5 months seems like a good amount of time. lol but seriously, that is a long time. and now that I am so close, I am nervous. I know it will be good, so so good, but I am. I am nervous. And all of these crazy "what ifs" that don't even make sense are running through my mind. I am hands-down excited, but the nervousness overtakes that by a lot.
Jack and I are going to build a medical kit. And I am looking forward to the process. I love to learn (hence the nine month Bible course) and I am excited to create my own kit. And, let's face it, I will use 97-99.9% of that kit. Most of it on myself. But the doctor did say that my heart causes my equilibrium to be slightly off balance. So that accounts for .03% of my balance issues. The other bit is all me. ;)
Okay, I need to go check the dryer.
Later. T- 20 days
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